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A compass that points nowhere

" Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run ; you still have time to change the road you're on." And I haven't a clue which path I'm on, or where it's headed. I keep seeing that whole "light at the end of the tunnel", you know... the glimmer of hope? Well, I keep seeing it, only to have this ogre-looking thing stand in my way and tell me that it's adding an extra mile to the exit. When does it end? So many people do not know of my current situation, and you know what? I'm not ashamed in the least to finally share it. I want the world to know, I want to get my story heard, I want to know that I'm not alone, but I also want to know that I'm not crazy for feeling defeated. Last January, I had announced that I'm pregnant for the second time. My son is 4. Not too long after I had announced what I had hoped would be happy news for my family, despair came sweeping in. My son was having a sleepover at my Aunt's hous